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[Sep. 22nd, 2004|02:18 am] |
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I'm stairing at Ashleys picture again.. she seems so perfect and pure, with her deep, melting eyes and tiny little lips that i love to kiss SOO much. i really don't want to lose her like i did Sean, i miss him so bad........it's been months and i still can't sleep over it, all i can do is cry...except for when i am looking at Ashley, she saved me she has kept me alive the last few weeks.. thank you Ashley.. |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2004|12:14 am] |
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..i can't breath... |
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| i feel so.. |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|01:31 pm] |
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this is so weird.. i never thought i would like anyone the way i like Ashley after my ex left me, and i really never thought i would feel like this about a girl. i can't stop think about her and i keep planning out what the next time i see is gonna be like..i even have her picture as my desktop background. i'm so happy that i met her and i hope we become and stay bestfriends. it is a lil weird putting this online because i know she is gonna read it but i guess i want her to know how much she means to me..and if you are reading this Ashley, I LOVE YOU!! |
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| ME SOO HAPPY |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|01:19 pm] |
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I had testing to do at the school so i got to spend lunch with my princess,Ashley. When i left she gave me a kiss goodbye ^_^. i like her SOO much...i really think i'm gonna fall in love with her, i hope she does the same with me. well i gotta go to the doctors but i will try to leave anyother entry, about Ashley OF COURSE, later today. Bye =^.^= |
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| My first date with Ashley.. |
[Sep. 17th, 2004|09:59 pm] |
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Ok, so tonight was my first real date with Ashley, i spend a few hours with her afterschool and then i took her to the movies ^_^. i really like holding her and just being around her and knowing she's mine. it's soo great, we get to bitch about Homophobes that give us bad looks. like today all kinds of cars drivin past us we giving us HORRIBLE looks just cuz we were holding hand and her and i just started laughing.i also love that fact that i don't have to talk around her cuz we're like thinking the same fuckin thing..talk about fuckin awesome shit. well i g2g she just signed on.. so i'm gonna talk to her.. not you haha. Bye =^.^= |
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| hope |
[Sep. 16th, 2004|10:34 pm] |
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there is hope for me yet.. i might actually get to see my sweet Ashley tomorrow. i plan to meet her after school. me so happy. in other news life is good amazingly, sean and i are Bestfriend again and i'm doing really well in school. i hope things keep looking up for me ^_^. well i guess that is all i have to say for now, bye.. |
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[Sep. 15th, 2004|08:20 pm] |
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Hey, i can't type to much today cuz i'm grounded up the ass right now but i just had to tell you about the one good thing that happend to me in FOREVER!! i finally got the balls up to ask Ashley out.. and she said yes. i haven't really been able to spend anytime with her, which sucks, but i hopely will see her on friday. well i have to be going before i get myself into more trouble, bye. ^_^ |
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| Grounded |
[Sep. 15th, 2004|08:16 pm] |
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Hey, i can't type to much today cuz i'm grounded up the ass right now but i just had to tell you about the one good thing that happend to me in FOREVER!! i finally got the balls up to ask Ashley out.. and she said yes. i haven't really been able to spend anytime with her, which sucks, but i hopely will see her on friday. well i have to be going before i get myself into more trouble, bye. ^_^ |
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| Grounded |
[Sep. 15th, 2004|08:09 pm] |
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Hey, today was so dumb.. my mom went all crazy again and grounded me up the ass. It really sucks cuz i haven't been able to spend any time with Ashley and i would really like to. I finally got the balls up to ask her out but i'm still not sure if she likes me.. i guess i will find out in time. Well that's all i have to say for now, i would write more but i'm, like i said, grounded. |
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